Friday, August 27, 2010

Tenting indoors, late night trains, and a visa.

This weekend should prove to be interesting... I'm going camping when it is forecasted for rain each and every day of the weekend... and not just a little rain, LOTS. to be certain that i did infact have a working tent i set it up in my bedroom... twice now:) The first time it was just me, and then today, it was yet again another rainy day, and i was "on duty" all day with Sara and she is quite difficult to keep occupied... so we set up the tent and hung out inside. We had a picnik. drew some lovley pictures. and watched some tv:) but i'm not sure why she watned to so badly since the tv was on teh outside of the tent... and muted, so all she saw was the color of the tv screen through the walls of the tent. Silly kid!


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yesterday was also quite the day. I finally can be at peace about YWAM... Gods answered my billion prayers about getting my Visa in time for my departure! I emailed the Swedish Embassador in Holland, His name is Rolf which i think is pretty much the coolest name ever. Anyway, it was the second time i have hasseled him if my visa is proccessed yet so i expected to recieve a reply similar to last time which nicley said that no, its not ready but it will hopefully be processed soon. He is not the one doing the proccessing... its all done over in Sweden... So anywaays instead I checked my emails in the morning like i do everyday and i had an email from rolf, so i opened it and vuahla... my life just got better. He said my visa was ready and i could come by and pick it up anytime between 9-12 on a weekday. So I planned to go Friday (which is today) but then i was to excited so i asked carolina if it is alright if i hop on the train to the hague to go and get my visa and she said go for it... so i did. After running through the rain, and using my handy dandy map i arrived at the swedish embassy at 1150, ten mintues before closing... sorry rolf. Then i gave this lady my passport, and she told me to take a seat. about ten minutes later rolf came out and handed me my passport and showed me the lovley resident permit that was now safley inside of it! Hurray hurray hurray. Enough worries... So there is still one girl visaless for my DTS, she is from the congo and for her visa to be processed in time we need a miracle (please pray)! So after wednedays mishap with the closing time of mcdonalds i decided to get a mcflurry on the way home... because i was so so happy!

So then yesterday, which is my "free day" besides the mornign when i bring the kids to daycare and school, and dinner (which i cook on thursdays) I was not free at all. I did go to the embassy in the morning, but then i was supposed to go to haarlem at 4 to meet Linda (saras friend from YWAM) but carolina said, "i dont mean to ruin your plans but thats not gonna work today." SO, i had to wait at home until 623... Chris was late comign home from the office, and the baby was sleeping, and hte kids needed to be picked up from two differnt places at the same time, and it was raining and we were carless because chris had the car at work. So thats where i came into play. I went to pick up sara from daycare early while carolina stayed with the baby... then it was her turn to head out in the rain and pick up david while i stayed with both kids... during which time i prepared dinner and had everything boiling on the stove and the meat ready to be fried... I was trying to catch the 631 train and they both got home at 623... so i jumped on the bike and pedaled my heart out to the station... when i got there i did not even have time to park my bike properly so i just found the closest empty area to the ticket machine and procedded to buy my ticket... but my change would not come out of my purse... and the train was already there when i was still putting in my coins... so when my ticket was dispensed i sprinted... litterally sprinted down the stairs and then up the staris to my platfoorm and jumped on the train just before the doors closed. I was huffing and puffing, after my crazy bike ride and run up and down stairs! but i made it... then after a wonderfull evening in Haarlem... with linda and her friend it was time to head back.. but i thought i missed my last train. But i hopped on a train to Leiden central which is pretty close to my town and then just prayed that i woudl get there in time for the last stoptrein which passes through voorschoten... I made it in time... but i did not get homeout until 145 am... and chris and carolina were worrying... I was honestly so so happy that i made it because if i missed it i'd ahve to take a taxi which is a lot more money than my 4 euro train ticket... (which i already bought)...

so now the family is at a work bbq and i'm home with carlijn who is not feeling well.. she has a cold so she snores (its kinda funny listenign to a baby snore) and she also got her shots today so she is not her normal predicable self... and i'm waiting for kelsey to get here... She is sleeping over tonight in anticipation of our saturday- sunday campout! yippee!

ps. 10 more days.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

a little to late.

its a little to late for a few things...

8:08 is exactly 8 minutes to late for a stroepwaffle mcflurry from mcdonalds...
It may seem a little ridiculous to be in Europe and hanging out with a friend and we choose to go to mcdonalds on a night out... but you have no idea how amazing they are.. all that yummyness for only a few euros. Since we were a little too late we went to find the restaurant with the cheapest desserts.. and the fourth one we came to seemed reasonable so we went there... and then decided to get the 12 euro dessert... but dont worry we shared! and it was massive... and meant to be shared!

What else is a little too late... KELSEY... my long lost friend whom i never met till a week ago but i'm sure God planned for our paths to pass ways. I'm sad that our paths did not pass until now... but i am sure that even though she has one more year here... and i am off to sweden.. we are still gonna be friends. two weeks is enough time to bond :) It seems like we have more in common than the fact that we are both aupairs... we seem the same. Its nice to actually be able to talk about more than "your kids" when you go out... to have things that you both wanna talk about... to be interested in who eachother are... we could talk forever... becaues we both know nothign about eachother... weird... she only knows waht i've told her... and i only knwo what she has told me... its wierd! But interesting:)

Kelsey was a little to late for her tram... I wanting to help someone but not beign able to. i was sitting nice and cosy on my easyily accesible and straight forward train... while kelsey tried desperatly to find the right tram stop with the right tram going in the right direction :) i am currently waiting for the call to tell me she has safley arrived home... I am also listening to a mixture of lovely evening type music with screams from sara from the floor below me. she does not like being woken up to pee at night... and she really does not like it if she has already peed and is forced to change her underbroek and pjamas... but good thing i'm "off" duty... and just get to listen to it...

ps. 12 more days.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

< two weeks

Less than two weeks to go. In two weeks and 1 hour i will be arriving at the gothenburg bus station, tired, sick of sitting, and nervous as ever to find my way to my ywam base.

I'm not just gonna let these two weeks pass by though. I have much planned... well not to much but enough to keep me busy.

  1. Finish reading my bible. (i'm in acts... and i am 1 day ahead of schedule to finish reading by the time i leave)
  2. hang out with kelsey (the new canadian aupair) we will go to the beach this week one evening.... not to swim, just to walk and talk and gaze at the beauty of the sea, we are going to amsterdam... we are going shopping... to a museum or two... and i'm going to show her the best english church ever so she does not have to go through the process of looking for a church!
  3. go camping! yes camping... in Holland with mostly people i do know, BUT the people i do know are amazing so im sure their friends are amazing too. I really can't wait for the weekend.
  4. I am also planning on hanging out with Linda one more time. she lives super far away though so I'm thinking we will meet in the middle. maybe sightsee in Utrect for a day
  5. I am goiong to finish twilight... that wont be a problem though. i read 400 pages yesterday... just 100 more to go.
  6. I'm going to send at least 3 more letters... to whom? i have yet to decide.
  7. PACK... what a scary thought. How do i fit everything i brought here + everything i bought here... into the same amount of space i had on he way here. I think i'll have to leave something tucked safley in the cuboard in holland until my return here in 6 months... I won't be needing many summer clothes...

so all in all time is flying by. even days when i do "nothing" time passes quickly. Yesterday i read all day... and drank tea... and just enjoyed the craziest storm i've seen yet while in Holland... I'm so excited for Sweden... although i'm not officially even allowed into the country yet... {come visa come}

So anyways... 13 days till departure... <>

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Sorting through clothes!

So now that David is back in school my days are less eventfull...
I have only one child to look after
+ a baby
but Carolina is always home so really my job is now to just be here so that one of us can bring david to school.. pick him up for lunch... then bring him back... then pick him up again at 3...
Other then that i now perform organizational tasks...
Yesterday it was the crawl space in my room which got organized by moi.
I dumped bag after bag of clothes on my bedroom floor... and then proceded to sort them into sizes...
0-6 months
6-9 months
9-12 months
12-18 months
and 18-24 + months...
There was A LOT of clothes. I can't even figure out how they have so many girl clothes, its insane. In each age bracket there was many many shirts, onesizes pajamas, pants, shorts dresses... even socks!
It may sound like a boring morning, but i was happy to sit on my bedroom floor with the music playing drink some coffee eat a cookie and sort and fold. IT felt good to accoomplish something and now they are back in the cuboard in labeld bags ready for carlijn to grow to fit them. Its weird because the 6-9 month bag will be in use when i return here from YWAM. I'm quite excited to see how much bigger she is and how much more she can do when i return!
Oh and also some good news... i've ran the past 3 days... and today I will run to, so thats 4 in a row! My goal is five days a week until i leave for YWAM, so that means only 12 runs left before sweden... unless i run the day i leave which might be nice considering after i get on the bus... i'm sitting for 22 hours! ah... crazy..
19 days till sweden! I'm getting excited! but it will be weird to leave here because its really become a nice home! I like it here now... and there is also a new canadian nanny who just got here... and if we were both here for a year I'm sure we would have been great friends, but now i'll just make sure we have an amazing three weeks!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

tea and a storm

Last night I made myself some lovley apricot peach loose leaf tea and as i sat down i poored it all over me. freshly boiled hot hot water! Since i was having a conversation with Chris i couldn't just rip of my clothes... so i put down my tea and ran up to the bathroom where i put the water on as cold as possible and jumped in the shower. It hurt lots but it was ok. I put on a loose t shirt and some tights and went back downstairs to make some more tea... since the first cup didn't get drunk... it got poored:) So this mornign i have lovley red patterns down my chest and stomach... but no blisters:) so we're all ok... I'm just wearing some looser fitting clothing for the time being... goodthing its a rainy stormy day that does not require the wearing of a bathing suit because i think it would look quite funny!

last night in addition to my burn I also had my first night of little sleep here. Maybe it was due to the fact that i had a "nothing" day with movies, reading and a short run... or maybe it was due to the crazy storm. It rained lots and lots and the wind was intense. It was humid so sleeping with my windows all shut did not seem like a good plan... so i left them open and got a first hand experience of the wind flowing through my room. It was nice, but a little difficult to sleep throught. Getting up this morning was difficult but now I just finished task one of the day (organize the kids wardrobe) I like any organization or house keeping tasks.

One less kid is weird. David started school again yesterday. So now its just the girls at home because Chris is also back at work. Weird. Its nice having things calm down alittle but also a little boring at times.

Less than three weeks till YWAM. Yeah... I can't wait. It will be wierd to create another routine and make another place into my temporary home but i'm excited for the challenge and can't wait to start learning again. I want to sit down with a lovley new notebook and a pretty pen and take notes while i listen to a wise person lecture to my classmates and I. I'm excited to say the least. I'm also excited to put my lap top to better use (no more just messaging, blogging, and watching movies... its time for hard work! )

summers coming to and end! crazy

Friday, August 13, 2010

God

So we are almost at the six week marker and three week to go marker... only 1 day apart:) and just as Jeremy's mother predicted... i'm feeling a wee bit homesick. She said its the worst at 6 weeks... but I dont think it will be worse than week 1... so i'm counting on maybe just a few longings here and there... but no tears:)

anyways today... i have done nothing. I am babysitting sara... and carlijn. sara however is sick and has been sleeping on the couch all day. and if she is not asleep she is criying or moaning and asking for her mom... who is gone... or puking. so yeah, i've had lots of down time... but I am out of money for the week... only 10 euros left till monday... and my plans for the evening fell through. So pretty much what you need to get you unhomesick is money (to do things) plans ( to do things) and friends (to do things with)

my friends are all busy... except one who we planned to go to fireworks in the hague... but they go to late... and i can't get a train back in time...
i have no money...
and my plans were all falling through...

But.. now i'm going to a movie... only 6 minutes by train from home:) and a few minutes walking... with my friend from canada (marie) and i have just enough to go there and back and watch a movie... :) so yeah... That will get me out of the house... and have some normal converstaions with a fellow canadian... and just have a good time!

Also... God has impeccable timing... because this mornign the mail came.. and there was none for me... but mail is wierd here in holland.. and sometimes it comes twice... so this afternoon...as i was desperatly trying to make weekend plans... as well as plans for this evening... the mail man came and dropped of more mail. three letters... two of which were for me! yippe... one from Justin and one from sara (the best older sister ever!)

it was such great timing and it made me so happy to hear from home...

anyways... thats my thoughts for now...

Can't wait to actually see twilight this evening.. instead of get their and realize it actaully does not show at 930... and have to watch step up instead! silly silly theater schedules!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

puke

This morning sara was not feeling to great. She had mentioned a sore stomach the night before... but as she is always complaining about something we did not think much of it. Then this morngin when she suprised us by throwing up her breakfast we realized maybe her complaints were legit. She put a twist in our days plans because we were just packign up to head to rotterdam for the day until her unsuspected sickness hit. So we took the mornign nice and slow. I did some laundry, cleaned my room, fed the baby... etc and everyone else just worked on wedding plans and also tidying up and a few errands. After lunch (which was delicous thanks to my superb grocery shopping skills) we started to get things ready to go. Once we were in the car and half ways to rotterdam... sara woke herself up with throwup after her mini car nap. It was all over her as she was not prepared due to her lack of consiousness. She threw up all over herself, her car seat, and the back seat and floor of the van. It was grose... and on these crazy holland roads we had to wait a while before an opportunity to get off the highway was availiable. When we did we cleaned her up... put some new pants on and then headed home with her sitting in her moms lap with a bag held open in front of her mouth.

poor davids plans latley have always been getting ruined by saras sickness, first her ear infection and high fever problems... followed by this puking escapade... o well... so him and Chris headed to the hortis botanicus where they got to see an exibit on flesh eating plants... so cool. they brought home a plan that is supposed to catch and eat flies... I was happy becasue flies are a serious problem here. and they seem to especially like my legs... !

I enjoyed another day of doing very little but household tasks of cooking, cleaning, and groceries... but its better than childcare so i was happy to do the "funner" things.

Tonight i'm heading to the "main strip" of voorschoten to meet a polish nanny named ola and we are going to go for drinks on the one and only terrace in this town:) and its proved to be a beautifull day so we can sit outside and enjoy the warm summer sun that only appears once every two weeks or so in holland. I dont think west coasters of canada should ever again complain that we have to much rain... because at least ours is predictable and comes in teh winter and spring... not every day in the summer too!

:) goodnight!

Friday, August 6, 2010

so its been a while since i actually wrote a real blog post. Latley they have been about random stuff... but not really about what im doing over here!

I'm busy... busy busy busy... Its good but its also nice sometimes to just slow down a bit. mondays gonna be my "slow it down" day. as long as i dont get asked to do anything...

so what have i done this week?

monday... i stayed in and just worked on some letters... a present (yes still for you molly) drank lots and lots of tea and made myself yummy yummy food. I think i only went out to get bread... and i love my frequent trips to the bakery.

tuesday... i didn't do to much. the family went swimming in the mornign so i stayed home with carlijn. gave her her bottle... let her burb a bit...and let her sleep... easy as pie. then in the afternoon i watched the kids for a while and did some laundry and groceries:) lots of groceries:) Tuesday night it was off to the city for some drinks with my south african friend:) it was great fun. i felt so weird ordering alchohol... and being legal! that wasn't a late night though because wednesday was an early mornigng (due to a lovley skype date with the older sister)

wednesday...Leiden:) we went on a boat tour of Leiden, which is the cutest city ever. its like a mini amsterdam. Its got its coffeeshops... canals, universities, old churches... etc, but its on a smaller scale than amsterdam so its easier to feel at home. also it is a hard core university city so there are tons of students and it has a nice feel to it. Like there is lots of life there:) wednesday night we made a deliceous dinner for a nice dinner with company... but after we hurried to buy ingreadients and finially ahd it all ready for the oven, we got a call that one of their kids was sick so only the dad aws coming with one kid... so we had lots of foood... but we finished it all! except a little rice..

Thursday! oh man this was not just a day. it was like 5 days all jam packed into one on what was supposed to be my day off. I feel like this whole week i ahve not even had time to breath! In the mornign it was a disaster. I woke up really early... becaue i need to catch up on my bible readins and mornigns prove to be great times to get some reading done before the day starts and i get to caught up in the day and evenign to remember to take time out and read! So i woke up and had breakfast all ready to go and then i got my tea and my bible and headed to the couch to wait for the family to come down. 730 passed with no noise from upstaris which is strange consdering the kids wake up like an alarm clock... same time each day. then 8.... 830... and stilll no noise. at about 840 carolina came down and said they would let the kids sleep in... even though i am supposed to ahve them at daycare at 9... and daycare doesn't like it if your late! so she phoend and said we'd be late... well then what a disater! aparently staying up late does not do to good for the mornigns because everythign was a battle... from what to put on their bread to drinkng their milk, to which sandals they were supposed to wear! sara screamed the entire way down the street and then her dad said that she could go back home and theyh would drive her there instead. Bad idea because then seh has the impression that seh won the battle... not a good idea to let her win... she wins enough battles in this house...but there was nothign i could do about it. after the daycare shinanigans... it was off to oud alblas.. to this ancient house of chris's mom which as not been inhabbited in years and is full of ancient stuff and about 10 million spiders and webs all of witch i had to vaccum up... and then loads and loads of delicous smelling things to sift throgh and box up or throw out... or just leave becaues we have no idea waht to do with it! we worked there all day... on my day off... might i add.. and then had to race back to make it to daycare to pick the kids up before closing... we got there at 558... and it closes at 6! then came thursday night. Chris had physio so he was out of the picture for the evenign... so it was me and the baby again. Carolina took care of the kids and i gave carlijn her bottle and burped her and put her in bed... and then it was off to th emovies for me. I was meeting marie (my fellow canadian nanny) in Leiden at 9pm to go see twilight! or so we thought. apparently the movie schedule is changed each thursday... so it was not playing at that theater... so we had to find a differnt movie to watc... but there was only 3 playing at that theater late... so we watched step up 3. it was good:) happy times... but such a wierd theater... we had an intermission half way thorugh the movie... so you could buy more food... and pee... waht a weird thing in a movie.... to stop half ways through... and then at night... we got to the station at 1132 and my trained left at 1134... and i missed it by less than 30 seconds... i was running up the last stairs as it sped away! so my next train was not till 00 06... so i had to wait for quite a while... in the cold station!

friday! i was tired today... but actualy not bad considering i was not in bed untill after1... and i still got up at 720:). It was a beach day. me and chris had to persuade carolina that it would be fun to go to the beach... and we went! but after like half an hour there we were freezing... the sun went away.. the clouds popped in for a visit... and mr wind also showed up to give us some more goosebumps, or as its called here in holland.. chicken skin. we then went to the beachside restaurant for a cappuchino to warm up... and ended up staying there till 4! chris had anap on the bench at our table... we ended up ordering lunch. the kids played on the playground... i read my book... it was great! then it got hot... so i went back to the sand and read some more... and then went swimming in the big waves! it was great. Carolina and sara came along too and we had so much fun bonding in the waves and water... wave jumping proved to be quite entertaining with all three of us! it was great fun! then tonight... i had to make dinner... for the 3rd time thwi week... waht happend to my one night/ week... i also have to hold down the fort... with all three kids tonight. luckily they are all in bed! usually carlijn cries all evening...but not with my magic touch. she went soundly to sleep:) after lots and lots of burps... and david and sara are also asleep! sara yelled to get attention for the first 15 mintues of being in bed... but with not one ounce of attention from me... she got bored and went to sleep! she doesn't win battles against me! now i'm waiting for the next "feeding" which will be in an hour... i would really love to call it a night and snuggle into bed and watch some bones on my laptop... but no. can do. gotta stay up for the next feeding... but i think i'll just snuggle onto the couch and watch some bones and drink some tea untill the baby wakes up!

tomorrow mornign i'm heading down south to middleburg where i'l spend a fantastic weekend (fingers crossed) away from children! and with some relatives who i dont know... more strangers! i'm getting good at this:)

Thursday, August 5, 2010

00:00

You make a wish when the clock says 11:11. Why? because its the only that has 4 of one didget... it doens't work with other double didget times like 10:10 or 12:12...

so many people make a wish when they happen to see the clock at this special time, but what about europeans. I never thought about it untill tonight. 12:00 am here is 00:00. so now do i wish at 12 am and 11:11... because they are both special... or make no wishes because now there is nothign extraordinary about ordianry times.

i missed my train tonight by about 3 seconds. I ran up the stairs... and i mean ran! and it pulled away as i reached the middle of the staircase! i then ahd to wait 32 minutes for the next one! stupid! so waht did i think about during those 32 mintues... not much as you can see...

goodnight! ONe more day till my lovley weekend down south in middleburg in the provence of zeeland:)

SOON

soon:) i promise!

but not tonight because i'm going out and wont be back till midnight...and tomorow is a work day!

but soon:) i promise!